We talked it out and we somehow managed to come to a conclusion on waiting for you to confirm your feelings once again. But what is it in me that is hoping for? For your return? For your answer? Do you know half of me is actually hoping you might be breaking up? Do you know how scared I am actually to be with you?

Your insensitive words, your thoughts, your actions.. It somehow hurts me. It hurts me but still I love you.

You have been on my mind since I don't know when. Before I know, everything I do reminds me of you. Couple reminds me of you. If you lose feelings for me right now, even if we really get back together, will be ever be the same as we are previously? Will you lose feelings for me once again?

I miss the old you. The one that is always tenderly asking concern from me, the one always trying to make me happy and chilled. Do you remember.? Remember the late night text messages we send to each other? Our long messages, our break up, and patch..

You are very dear to me and I can't lost you, but at the same time, do you feel the same? If you don't, there is no point on us been together already, because ultimately, the one giving out the most will be me, not you, not us.

Mummy said that, I need to find a guy that love me more than I love him.

Since you started losing feelings towards me, that means you don't love me as much as I love you.

Even if I know this fact, I just don't want to let go.

I hate the fact that you will not be mine again anymore.