I don't like how you put it. It's as if like I'm the bad one over here. In the first place, when we first met, you suddenly ask me to stead with you. I told you I was willing to try, and things got so fast, and I got sweep away. I did want to try out with you and hope that things are really working out fine. But slowly, I got tired of having a boyfriend, I got so tired of wanting someone beside me.

It got troublesome, it got messed up, it got so vexed and stressful. I once told myself that my boyfriend must be my best friend, my good friend, my brother, my everything. With you, it doesn't felt that way. With you, I'm uncomfortable, I'm insecure, and I'm just plain unhappy.

Why did i fucking give you a chance? Maybe it was funny for me to reject you right in front of your face, but then again, I really wanted to try.

When it is not right, it should be time to break up. You may think that I'm your everything, but if I don't think that way, one person giving everything out isn't a true relationship. What for I hold on to you when you could find another person who could treat you even better?

I don't like you. It's true that you like me a lot, but then, I don't like you at all. What I had for you was just a slight infautuation. Your behavior and everything is not my cup of tea. Relationships can't be forced, once a side of the party feels that everything isnt right, the relationship can't be saved. And i hate giving false hope to people. When i reconsider on the relationship, to me, it's pointless.

I talked to my mother for two days before I came out with this decision. This is not any rash decision I made. Sure I've hurt your feelings, but you do know that I really did try my best, although you would never find it out because of how dense and small your mind is. It's because you're not willing to even find out what I'm thinking, and you're just giving your best shot over there but it is not even what you think it is.

You should have just stopped and look at me. Look what I want to say instead of doing your upmost effort to get me to fall for you. Instead, it gave the opposite result of making me want to break up with you.

It's no one's fault. Right now, all you need to do is to just give up, stop, take a break and continue. Why are you sticking to me when there are so many other choices out there. After 4.5 years and you found me? That's just bullshit. It's probably just another thing that you're using me as an excuse not to move on anymore.

You're deceiving yourself, because I feel that you can just go on and like another girl. What you say are just plain shits.

You decide what you feel. It is not your feelings controlling you, but you controlling the feelings.

It all comes down to you.