it's been awhile since i last type in here. so much things going on right now and i also cannot take the social relationship i need to handle.

please, hiroyuki. don't stress me any further will you? I don't know what is your intention on saying those things but seriously don't make me do anything anymore

I really don't get your point of saying all these 'meanings' words to me any further. It doesn't even help in our relationship no matter being as friends or whatever...

don't try to do anything to me because i will not be going to care at all. seriously.

prince have been busy recently due to his exams. sure i do understand since i myself is being stress and all but i don't know of all times, why am I missing him recently. is it just me or that.... i really am going to fall so deep down?

I have warned myself not to trust other people easily, and so i really did so. i created a barrier in front of me and not allowing anyone to enter so easily. why is it that prince came and this barrier just opens its way out for him?

i have no mood to do my work is because i have been missing prince so much. I don't it to be a habit because i know i need to control myself. when i met him that time, you don't know how happy i was.... tonight at the dinner, nobody knew how lonely i was when i look at all their partner beside them and i was the only one looking at my phone.....

feelings so overwhelming. i'm hurting all over. no more please, no more of such things.

i have enough.