MY JEALOUSY IS UP TO THE POINT THAT I CAN JUST BE ANGRY WITH YOU,
even though you did nothing.

Anyway, i will not. I'm not that immature.
You know, you don't even care. Why should i? Today when on the way home, fariz and samuel were talking to me about you, and I just got kind of upset that you doesn't seem to treat me as a girlfriend. I wonder if there is any difference if we were not in the same course?

I hate the fact that you're always not contacting me. Like, suddenly not replying, concentrating on your games or what-so-ever. I can try to understand, but there is a limit. I am a girl, I have feelings too.

I don't want to come to a day that I will just ignore everything. Please try to understand me, it's hard been a girl, it's hard to have these feelings as a girl. You know how much I love you, I can't go destroying these feelings for nuts.

You said that I don't mix with other people? I want to, but i can't. I don't know why you're always saying things about me. Is that what your image of a boyfriend should be? I don't know what is a good girlfriend. If you have any expectation about me, tell me.
Not that I can't, but is just i stick to the same people because i know them well, their personality matches me. I'm easy, if a person behavior doesn't suit me, I don't stick to them. Obviously? I will be pissed at single thing they do, and i don't want to come to a day that i will hate them. NO, i don't want to.

Why are you always saying things that hurt me? even if you ask me to take it easy, it hurts still even if it's a joke. You know a taboo word is when a guy says a girl FAT? what's more your boyfriend. it's just so frustrating. Don't you know that?

I'm trying to keep everything to myself, and not tell anybody about this. i don't want it to think like, "oh, why am i telling them but not you,"

I have so much things to say. I wonder if you realize it. I wonder if you're even free to take your time off from your busy schedule to just look at me and see if there is any message i am trying to tell you here.

Are you trying? I'm trying to tell you that I'm not happy here.

By the way, i just wanted to say.

HELL YES, WE DIDN'T TALK AT ALL FOR ONE DAY. 
and i mia-ed on twitter too. Shouldn't you be asking? Or you're too busy again?

I don't expect you to care for me for like 24/7 hours for nuts.. but... i don't know, i don't know what i want either.

I just want someone to be by my side when I need them.
I... just...

whatever.