I dreamt of you.

I'm so stupid. Thinking you have lessons, I thought you would come to school. You know, i cried again last night when I saw your blog. Those words stabbed through my heart.

I remembered the time when we got together, the hug you gave me in front of everybody. Is that supposedly to be meant an act or what? You're right, if you leave me alone like this, I would definitely think so much.

I needed you so much. But why did I didn't try to keep you? In the beginning, was it my fault that everything ended up like this.

I wondered why your feelings changed.

We're meeting again tomorrow, and we'll be back to square one. We'll be like... passing by each other like we don't know each other. We'll living our own life.

Two weeks ago, on the Monday, you broke up with me.

I saw my phone, and suddenly the calendar timing you set back then pop up inside. I didn't know you set to 2012, 2013 on 7 July. You wanted us to last right? Then.. why did you let me go?

I've never left before. I'm still the 'us', but yet you've already left so far, so far till I don't know where you're heading to.

It's like we're on this route, and I could no longer walk, and there you are holding the umbrella, continuing walking down the road, without turning back to say goodbye to me. You just keep walking... and walking, until you disappear.

EVERY TUESDAY IS A BATTLE.