DIARY ENTRY #TWELVE
POSTED ON Tuesday, November 15, 2011 AT 8:00 AM \\
I remembered myself saying that my feelings will not change.

Today I spoke to SX about us. He was commenting and I started to say a whole lot about us. I remembered what I said inside the bus.

My feelings for you never changed. Right from the beginning, it's still the same. Even if the result is to be bad, I don't mind getting hurt, if the reason is you.

It's you that's why I'm hurting, but I don't regret. I like you just as much as before, no. I like you more than before. I'm in love with you.

I can't fall out of this no matter what. I don't know what brings me to the future, but I know I love you.

I miss you, I love you, I want you.

But I won't be that selfish. Even if standing at the side looking at you is more than enough. Looking at you is MORE THAN ENOUGH.

You can make me smile, but you can bring me down.

Everybody scold me and say that I am stupid. I know I am.

But if it's because of you, I don't mind been the stupid one here. Even if I know I will not get any reward or result back, I will still continue to love you.

I probably should say, you are my everything now.