YOU READ ME LIKE A BOOK

Typing this blog in makan place is not so fun as at home. You know I can't keep secrets well so everytime when I talked to you, I feel so tempted to tell you that I have a private blog, even though I created it just like one day ago.

When you asked me "What's wrong?" yesterday, it really cheered me up. I think I am really madly in love with you.

I can't help the fact that I really wanted you to be by my side like always, and been there for me. It's difficult since our timetables clashes most of the time. Just now in the lesson, you just place your hand over my shoulder, and that made me so happy. But I just hate the fact that "You're so near yet so far,"

How can someone make me as crazy as this?
I bet no one could, except you.

I didn't want to be as cheesy as this, that's why I don't want to type or show all these feelings of mine to my public blog, or even to my Livejournal friends. I hope no one is reading this, except for myself. Oh well, as long as it isn't you, I'm fine with it.

You're in lesson now. I wonder what you are doing? Are you thinking of me like how I am thinking of you? Staying in school is an excuse, wanting to see you after your lesson is the truth. I can't type that in twitter, because I said I will try to suppress my emotions for your sake.

I'm suppressing. It's hard, it's terrible, it's bursting. But I'll survive. I'll definitely.... survive.

And... you're with her again. How I envy her much..

You came. I saw you, and I was so happy. You came. You.. Came. I went mad for awhile and then we walked out of makan place together, after that, you sent me to my bus stop, before my bus came and then you left. That huge feeling of disappointment sank down when you said, "Bye bye," I waited so long and just to spent awhile with you actually satisfy me more than anything.

You know I don't wish for anything.. I just wish for you been beside me, and that was more than enough.

Hearing your voice last in the night is absoutely .. Like a dream.