It's only been a few weeks. I wonder how you could get it over so soon.

If there is any technique, teach me?

I wonder how you get it over so fast, as though NOTHING HAVE HAPPENED in the beginning.

I am not willing to? Jokingly saying that... You think it's that easy?! This is your first, and me? My third and the excuses all revolves around the same reason. No, I am not saying thats my excuse. Of course it's not.

Ending up, I don't even know how I should be facing you. Everytime you appear in front of me, you just seem like nothing ever HAPPEN and that makes me so fed up.

When I saw you at the bus stop on Monday, I felt so confused and there you are saying I ignored you straight in the face. I DIDN'T. You make no effort in doing anything even when our eyes exchanged for few seconds, and things were getting awkward, obviously any other party would turn away right. As you always say, YOU HIDE your emotions well. SO WELL that I can't predict what you are doing next.

Whatever it is, it's all over.

I just want all the feelings I am feeling to faster disappear and go away. I hate the fact that I am always the one that is the foolish one in the end. All along, no one appreciates it. And I am tired of this.